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Mr. 45

by White Rope

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needsmorerage This band is the Misfits for a kid who grew up on the internet... and all that statement implies. Edgy themes and heavy music presented in a surprisingly humorous and endearing way. It's a halloween kind of record. Favorite track: I'm Cursed.
Brendan T Steere
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Brendan T Steere This is my favorite album of 2015, by far. I only wish it were longer. Favorite track: The Pain Olympics.
Lucas Gardner
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Lucas Gardner PERFECT EDGING MUSIC Favorite track: Spirit Gum.
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1.
drinking in the blackest seas bring me back my misery misery, misery begging you to set me free begging you to shatter me begging you, begging you, o, o! wave goodbye eternally march myself into the sea say goodbye, say goodbye, bye bye! ask me why I feel this way what else is there left to say? ask me, ask me, ask me, ask me, o, o! I want to burn in Hell! Smash me into Teenage Dust™ battering my memories the century is history memory, memory hiking up your skirt for me rupruting internally drain me, drain me, ooh ooh! I decide the penalty abandoning my family can’t decide, can’t decide, oh no! crack an egg and ravage me we’re jumping on the count of three 1, 1, 2, 2, 2, 3-! I want to burn in Hell! Smash me into Teenage Dust™ blooming in the winter sun kissing girls is so much fun I wish I could unlock my father’s gun pound for pound I’m built to last fragile bullies kick my ass Slam my pretty face into the grass my heart is a little, pitiful thing strangled with a length of string fed my broken bone to the machine I want to burn in Hell! Smash me into Teenage Dust™
2.
I'm Cursed 03:59
washed up in the rain stepped into frame oncoming train slash down my veins you curse my name cannot explain life lived in vain on ball and chain choking back your name my heart is an open grave won’t you throw me away? every day is more gray cursed to never decay this pains is always the same won’t you throw me away? every day is more gray now I tighten the chain this pains is always the same life lived in shame on open flame acid rain never complain I play the game I leave a stain I drink champagne it’s all the same choking back your name my heart is an open grave I’m getting kind of brave I’m coming back in waves won’t you throw me away? every day is more gray cursed to never decay this pains is always the same won’t you throw me away every day is more gray now i tighten the chain this pains is always the same
3.
I went to my room today and threw my life away Every day I curse myself because I am this way Oh-oh, ah-oh, oh-oh-oh! I lay down in my home and watch my lives and loves decay I know it’s not too bright to want to scream out these cliches, but I look in your eyes and there’s one thing I ache to say: “Life is very long when you’re hooooooooorny” “Life is very long when you’re hooooooooorny!” O, I lay me down shatter my crown Sorrow O, sorrow I’m not okay Sorrow O, sorrow and The Pain Olympics Sorrow O, Extinction Annihilation Sometimes it’s hard to decide not to commit suicide but every time i try i wish it was you that died invisible in mirrors, I begin to buck and bray twice so far I’ve posed myself for months as a valet “Life is very long when you’re hooooooooorny” “Life is very long when you’re hooooooooorny!” (Sometimes it’s hard to decide not to commit suicide but every time i try i wish it was you that died)
4.
Yank 03:31
talking with my dad on the telephone everyone deserves to die pinned in your bathroom, I wanna go home bathe the flesh till it falls off the bone again falls off the bone again falls off the bone again hang up the phone again kissing my teachers under the bleachers shopping with my mom and buying new sneakers walking at the mall and talking with friends pointing the barrel straight at my head pressing a knife into my chest inviting a stranger into my bed calling a cab and sleeping on the couch instead dig into the sand until you find me there pull me from the rocks and comb my hair forced into water, gasping for air dragged from the river and wearing new underwear I was the son and heir gasping alone for air drowning but I don’t care kissing my teachers under the bleachers shopping with my mom and buying new sneakers walking at the mall and talking with friends pointing the barrel straight at my head biting your lips until they turn red tear down the poster and rip it to shreds lying in the bathroom, wishing you were dead please don’t ask me why hand slipped onto thigh anticipating your reply shutting tight my eyes spreading like a plague on the telephone yanking on his arm until you break the bone you were a monster, begging to have her filling your body with muscle enhancer you were the dancer, mouth filled with cancer wards falling out but they’re all wrong answers... kissing my teachers under the bleachers shopping with my mom and buying new sneakers walking at the mall and talking with friends pointing the barrel straight at my head pressing a knife into my chest inviting a stranger into my bed calling my mom and sleeping, sleeping
5.
Let Me Die 05:10
stabbing out the eyes a thousand children cry let me die forever suicide on an infinite slide let me die a creature without pride I hunger cyanide let me die I'm gay and I died and no one cared I'm gay and I died and no one cared I'm gay and I died and no one cared never flew where eagles dared never really tried and now the rope is tied let me die leaving on a high Steven is on my side O, let me die O, let me die O, let me die I'm gay and I died and no one cared I'm gay and I died and no one cared I'm gay and I died and no one cared my body is covered in a billion tears I'm only 12 years old overdose on birth control let me die peeling back your folds skeleton made of gold let me die O, let me die O, let me die I'm gay and I died and no one cared I'm gay and I died and no one cared I'm gay and I died and no one cared I'll hang it up in another year
6.
Spirit Gum 04:49
planes come crashing without warning young boy trapped inside a quarry nose held on with spirit gum hold my hand and make me come another year of yearning life is so hard a century of anguish trapped in my heart I’m just a high school senior I’m Joan of Arc burst inside my rib cage I’m torn torn apart all this pain, and all this hate screaming like a distant hum as the bullet fires from the gun all this pain, and all this hate weakness sparkling in the sun as the bullet fires from the gun the first cut is the shallowest lost at sea I know it must be hard for you to be with me picking off the audience shooting spree I know it must be hard for you because it is for me...

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6-track EP written by three beautiful, teenaged, twenty-somethings in Queens. Songs about loving, losing, hating, coming, crying. xoxo

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released March 19, 2015

Words and Lyrics by Alec Lambert
Guitars by Eric Jimenez
Keyboard by Alec Lambert and Eric Jimenez
Drums by Joe Jakubowski

Album photography by Emily Yost
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Makeup by Chandler Moses
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Album cover design by Alec Lambert with Olivia Fox & Luwayne Glass/Visual Eips
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Rock and roll band recruiting teenage boys.

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